Sunday, May 10, 2009

Wrong, wrong...right? Maybe...possibly...

Everything's going wrong. That's twice in the end of this one class that something has screwed up my grade and it just makes me sick because I need a "B" in the class. My intensive starts tomorrow and there are no tests during the class, just projects. That means I get to sit in class for the next 5 days from 9am-4pm listening to a teacher talk and I don't even need to hear what he's saying. 

I leave on Saturday and Saturday would only make me happier if it came quicker. It's time for me to go for the summer and I'm more than ready for the adventure God has prepared. I can only handle so much and this year has done me in completely. So many changes, I'm tired of it. I need a constant and summer provides just that. I get to plan and then implement my plan without people looming over me telling me to clean my room, do homework, turn in assignments, type emails for, etc.

It's me time. Which means me getting to do what I love! Now if only that time will come...

My wishlist is big but not too big for my God :) That doesn't mean that He's going to answer it all, and that's the beauty...He doesn't have to. Christ never ceases to amaze me with the blessings He pours over my life in the good times and bad times. He still leaves me speechless :) Praise You Lord.

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