Thursday, August 27, 2009

End with a knight? ha.

Dear Semester,

Please end soon.

Love,
LU Senior.


Do you ever volunteer to help out and in return the response is "oh well will you go ahead and do that too?" HOW FRUSTRATING!!! You try to be nice offering to help out and in return you get told to do it all...it makes me be quiet the next time around and not offer.

Random, but true.

I'm ready to settle down. Ready to find that knight. Ready to have someone who I can ask to hangout and them excitedly say yes. Ready to start a new life. Ready to find the life job, and the church to get involved in. Ready to start that new chapter because the old chapter in my life isn't finishing up the way I pictured...all of the stuff I'm ready to find isn't there.

Instead it's just me who goes home every night wanting to do stuff on campus but is tired of doing it alone so I just don't go.

What would you do in my shoes? Would you go "have fun" alone? Even if you were to say yes, I doubt you would actually do it AND enjoy yourself.

Life now is way better than it was this summer, but I don't like settling for better...

In my world right now dreaming is the only thing worth thinking about.

> Realist out.

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